For God so loved the world..

Wednesday, June 06, 2007

and my tears whispered to me: " where is your god"
i said he is right here beside me.

no longer am i alone, for You are here with me =)

Me blogged @ | 9:49 AM

yay i finally like changed my blogskin. havent blogged for more than a year!
wow it has been a really long time mannn.
sorry angela nvr reply ur tag until now! =x
din really go visit my own blog..
lol.
sianz..havent even change all the template stuff yet and add taggie..but decided to blog le..

i guess many must be surprised that im a christian now right..
yeahh! =) the change was recent.
its so weird how He has always been there, but i din notice.till now! =)

i think everyone changed in one way or another.
like wow, amanda actually wears contacts now! haha (:
before in crescent we all heck one lor..
i guess all of us change to adapt to the new environment in jc..especially since a drastic change frm all girls' to mixed!
no link, but i miss shisang! ahhh. see lah. that girl is irritating even when she is not around. feel weird without her talking crap to me lar.i think she must be eating good food in china now lah! wonder whats the time diff, or if there's any? hmmm.

i love my new class girls! haha. all the crazy peepz.
my 1st three mths class was pretty great too, but i ponned too much of that i think, so wasnt really attached to it :(
its real early now. think i gotta sleep already.tmr still going out with clique ((:
havent met up for a real longlonglong time.
missed them! but all of us have distanced somehow or rather.due to busy jc life.
ohyeah, and i went out with kaixian like on tues or smth too! love you lots babe! ahhh. and that stupid earring still cant find lar, but nvm=( heh. at least i shopped for nice clothes!! hehz

and i love, love LOVE the calling!! ahhh he is so handsome. the vocalist but i dont know wads his name.lol. wherever you will go!

holidays are gna end in two wks time.howhow? i still have so much more to do. not enough play! hai hai.okay.to be random, i wanto watch passion of the christ and read Heavenissoreal! and many other more bks lar. going off already. think it will be a long time before i update again hoho. commontest coming! i fear for myself. hai.

takecare ppl!

Me blogged @ | 9:20 AM

Tuesday, May 16, 2006

hello.. at sch now gna go to town laterrr.
gna get back all the results tmr.
TANXUEHUI IS SITTING BESIDE ME AND INDULGING IN HER FAV NEWSPAPER- THE STRAIT TIMES!
haha and jo sammie sitting opposite us in their OWN WORLD

i love this song!

grandma's note by inside out! old song but really nice!
sam agrees too!.

Grandma's note

I read a note my grandma wrote
back in 1923
Grandpa kept it in his coat
And he showed once to me
He said now son you might not understand
But a long long time ago
Gandma's daddy didn't like me none
But i loved your grandma so
We had this crazy plan to meet
And run away together
Get married in the first town we came too and live forever
but nailed to the tree where we were supposed to meet, instead
I found this letter, and this is what it said:
If you get there before i do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I dont know how long I'll be
But im not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see'
Cause between now and then,
till i see you again
I'll be loving you,
love me

I read these words just hours before
My grandma passed away
In the doorway of the church where me and grandpa stop to pray
I know i've never seen him cry
In all my 15 years
but as he read these words to her
His eyes filled up with tears
If you get there before i do
Don't give up on me
I'll meet you when my chores are through
I dont know how long I'll be
But im not gonna let you down
Darling wait and see
'Cause between now and then,
till i see you again
I'll be loving you,
love me

Me blogged @ | 11:43 PM

Friday, May 12, 2006

hello!
it has been a loooooooong time since i have been here!
yay and the exams are over..
but chinese os coming soon! haha.
life has been pretty good yeah..
yepyep!
and maybe i shall change my blogskin soon.
to a happier one!

we should all be happy!
life is so short so we should treasure it =)
though life isnt always perfect and things wont always go our way, we should move on and not give up!
so we shouldnt be sad over our exam results, heartbreaks, and our lives!
i've learnt to let go of everything and so, i have changed to be a happier person.
yay.
everyone jiayou for the olevels! we can do it together!

and happy mothers day!

tues is a holiday too! going out heehee.
on sunday also! yayyyyyyy.
ahhhhhh.
so bored.
the video sam sent me was so funny!
haha
shant tell you.
loll. sam. SHANT TELL YOU LA.
get what i meannnn? heehee. X)

okay shall go off now.
tata! =D

Me blogged @ | 7:18 AM

Thursday, March 23, 2006

hellohello (:
im in a gooood mood.
haha cos ......

okay. so mum and sis came back on sunday night.
she was in a ... mood.
cos her holiday wasnt good.. my auntie and uncle were _____
family matters. :(
thenthen, she vented everything and picked on everything at home lor.
grrrr.
then she went talking and talking abt me always spending time going out o.0 and talking on phone, terminating the internet! and cancel the scv?
i was like.. noddin my head listening to all her !$@#%#$^%%&@$@#%.
haha. still rmbr the i not stupid too that scene where the mother started nagging all the #$@%$#^!@#$ too.
then throw away all of the #%@$#^$#!@#$ later (:
of course, the most impt part in a quarrel, the climax- her violence.
then i was so sad that few days lar
wanted to leave home yeah!
but nvr in the end -.-

so yeah.
tmr sports day.!
but im going out instead hehe ^^
anyway bel good luck for ur events yah! :D [ DETENTION IS FUN RIGHTT -.-]

mosquitoes attacking me now lar.
irritatinggg.
anyway my stupid calculator ran away to find a new owner.
it has BEEN MIA for more than 1 wk le. sobsob.
i dont mind if anyone decides to donate one to me haha.
lamelame.

maybe because im more moody nowadays
the stress and everything else.
paranoid too.
but i know u will understand.. <3

today school was.. busybusybusy.
busy everyday de practically.
no mass run today!practicing cheers.. im in KELLER house okay o.O
then p.a face was sososo red haha so funny.
homeworkhomeworkhomework!
then we printed like siao in the lab..
the _____ scold n scold.
but ___ so scary -.- tag us everywhere liddat. even to the office -_- or maybe she wanted to do work there or smth. andand i really din see u talking to me lar -.- u were fiddling with ur tablet okay!
but anyway it was still funnnn (:
and we all found out that _______ is actually ______ eeew. din know she like that one lor!

haha and i keep thinking tmr is sat.
which reminds me of ______
havent handed up the thing yet lah -.-
and _____ came to me and i thought what. then she told me not to be late-__-
so wuliao lor she alr told ppl to remind me le.
yawnyawn- i want to go slp soon le.

when u said u loved me but those were just words ((:
lovelove this song :D
but i dunno what is the title or singer.
haha. anw ____ so lame lah.
asked me why i break up with my stead?
loll. i was like o.0 ???!! like reaal. he fat hope ar.
frm a song one lor -.-
haha and i just received div's testimonial le.
she was like so cute today during amaths lesson i think.
all paying attention in class when divya suddenly turns back.
div: i write a testimonial for u all okay!
me: huh? what testimonial? friendster one ar?
div: yahyah [ i think she replied smth like this haha]
me: eh divya u okay anot? its AMATHS NOW not friendster time! ):
weird RIGHT. in the middle of amaths lesson and suddenly she talks abt writing testimonials/* o.0
haha okay sort of hyper today donno why -.-
going to slp le! BYEBYE :D

Me blogged @ | 6:22 AM

Friday, March 17, 2006

i deleted it away
didnt mean it.
sorry.

it wasnt like this before.
you changed.
i had enough of disappointment and tears already.
i nvr did believe in platonic relationships anyway.

Me blogged @ | 8:27 AM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

yo. damnn bored..
haha. went to sentosa yesterday.
it was.. fun! (:
abit of sunburnt. haha.
cheryl n dinosaur are crazy -.-
they kept playing with flipflops o.0
siew han and i were the only sane ones. lol.
dustbin n his friend just sat there all along tanning themselves -.-
then after that.. dinner..
mixed everything together so eeew.
result = stomachache!

wed---
hah. typed all that on mon.
then saved it in drafts -.-
left abt four more days of holidays.
homework!-.-
mum and sis went for holiday.
im free (:
wheeee :D
phone finally repaired.!
gimme all ur contacts again, i lost them le.. they erased everything ):
and i want to watch FINAL DESTINATION.! ANYONE??
jo said it was bloody ! and nice.
can tell she is a sadist right. haha X)

and its just that i can't trust you anymore.
so u can save ur lies.

today was a busybusy dayyy.
had chem, history, bio and chinese!
then kwanyinma was like so late for her lessons.
ended lessons at like, 5.45!
was tired.
and thought abt alot of stuff too.
then went home with carol and pam.
went to imm after that with nic and his friend.
burgerking...

i feel so irritated at dont know what. disappointed too at _
badmooding.
shall go to sleep.

Me blogged @ | 6:05 AM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

its over between you and me.

Me blogged @ | 6:02 AM